Marriage Blues
That title just occurred in my mind. Catchy title - don't know the exact meaning it conveys.
Anyways, the reason why I am writing this post. Rani is getting married today. AT LAST. At last d day has come which i always feared in college. When I was madly in love with her back in college - every now & then I used to fear that some day she's gonna leave me forever. Against all odds, I hoped I'll win her heart some day. But that day never came. We didn't even met on last day in college. There was no break up - things just evaporated. Later I text -ed her on the day I bought my first mobile. Not regular chat. Once in a month. Just two times. Then there was a gap of 3 months. I'd moved over. There were some new interests in my life - getting a job being foremost among them. As for having a company to share thoughts & feelings with - I had Shwetha. She's been really nice to me when I were down. (Well, now she is busy in her own life. INFY)
Anyways, when this Ness recruitment process was on, she called on 24th Nov. How I felt...??? Well, I really don't know.! The 1st thing that came to my mind was "Why d hell is she calling me...!!". Answer was - to invite me to her wedding. (Technically - she knew that no 'Northy' is gonna come; so 'be d nice gal'). Don't know what were she thinking - why d hell would I like to attend her wedding....!! Moreover, I really can't attend it - if selected, I was expected to join by 1st dec. So, I told her so and hung up. End of story...?? Well, not here. The usual hang-over bit. Chit chat with rajan & gyan. She's claimed to invite only we 4 northy guys. So 'friendly' of her, naa. Any reader smelling politics....?? She had asked for my address "Will send u my wedding card". Huh, that turned out just as reliable as her any other word - didn't receive any other till today.
Anyways, I didn't even give it a thought until Shruthi raised this topic a few days back. Since then, I've been counting down;
6 - 5 - 4 - 3 - 2 - 1 - BOOM.
Today is the D Day. (Disaster.... 4 whom...? u ask. Groom of course). No special feelings or remorse. The day went by as usual - in fact more cheerful than usual. First of all, interview of Shruthi & all was on. And we had our fresher program this evening. So, had a great day. Now that I am back in my cubical & have nothing to do, am typing this post. I wonder what is happening right now @ her side...?? Is she uttering some more lies at the alter....???
This entry was posted on Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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