end of my blogging
Its 4 days now and I've no idea on what's happening on my blog, how it looks; I can't manage my posts and yes I certainly can't post anything. I can't comment and another problem is that I can't have a look at anyone else's blog !! :@ The only pathetic reason behind this is my blog INVINCIBLE in not loading on my PC!!! I can log in, but the moment I click on any of the blogs, it shows "the page cannot be displayed". :(
I desperately wanted to post something on Saturday but wow, I couldn't! Look at my predicament! But yes, all thanks to Bikram, he posted on my behalf with a "disclaimer"! :)
My biggest fear for the time being is, what if none of my blogs ever load on my PC, what will I do??? Will I've to quit blogging! The most horrid problem amidst all this is, all the other sites are loading, blogger too actually but not my blog and yes not other blogs either! I tried everything I could, but awfully failed. :k
All these problems have forced me to think, am I such a blog fanatic?? :o Its only 4 days now and not forty! How can I be so obsessed with blogging or any other damn thing on earth!
Not cool Ria!!! I'm really skeptical whether I'll ever get to blog or not! Let me keep my fingers crossed! Quite obviously I want to post this, that's the reason am writing it, and since I can't do the needful, I guess Bikram will do it! :$ I feel so bad to bother him, but I hardly have any other choice left. He can't always post on my behalf with a disclaimer every time, it's not done.
Apparently, I can't go to cyber every now and then just for the sake of blogging! I've decided, if this continues for few more days, I'll quit blogging. No option here! :x
Marriage Blues
That title just occurred in my mind. Catchy title - don't know the exact meaning it conveys.
Anyways, the reason why I am writing this post. Rani is getting married today. AT LAST. At last d day has come which i always feared in college. When I was madly in love with her back in college - every now & then I used to fear that some day she's gonna leave me forever. Against all odds, I hoped I'll win her heart some day. But that day never came. We didn't even met on last day in college. There was no break up - things just evaporated. Later I text -ed her on the day I bought my first mobile. Not regular chat. Once in a month. Just two times. Then there was a gap of 3 months. I'd moved over. There were some new interests in my life - getting a job being foremost among them. As for having a company to share thoughts & feelings with - I had Shwetha. She's been really nice to me when I were down. (Well, now she is busy in her own life. INFY)
Anyways, when this Ness recruitment process was on, she called on 24th Nov. How I felt...??? Well, I really don't know.! The 1st thing that came to my mind was "Why d hell is she calling me...!!". Answer was - to invite me to her wedding. (Technically - she knew that no 'Northy' is gonna come; so 'be d nice gal'). Don't know what were she thinking - why d hell would I like to attend her wedding....!! Moreover, I really can't attend it - if selected, I was expected to join by 1st dec. So, I told her so and hung up. End of story...?? Well, not here. The usual hang-over bit. Chit chat with rajan & gyan. She's claimed to invite only we 4 northy guys. So 'friendly' of her, naa. Any reader smelling politics....?? She had asked for my address "Will send u my wedding card". Huh, that turned out just as reliable as her any other word - didn't receive any other till today.
Anyways, I didn't even give it a thought until Shruthi raised this topic a few days back. Since then, I've been counting down;
6 - 5 - 4 - 3 - 2 - 1 - BOOM.
Today is the D Day. (Disaster.... 4 whom...? u ask. Groom of course). No special feelings or remorse. The day went by as usual - in fact more cheerful than usual. First of all, interview of Shruthi & all was on. And we had our fresher program this evening. So, had a great day. Now that I am back in my cubical & have nothing to do, am typing this post. I wonder what is happening right now @ her side...?? Is she uttering some more lies at the alter....???
